During the year I forced myself (and was forced) to have sex with men to be "normal", I met this guy who raped me by removing his condom. I did realise something was wrong but couldn't just run away so I stayed with him a few hours after that. During those hours he told me that his biggest fantasy would be to be a lesbian and to have lesbian sex. The guy was not into "trans identity" or anything, he was actually a very masculine bisexual man who had disgusting fantasises about lesbian sexuality directly coming from porn